Something new

I can't spell 'me'-stakes without me     
In fact to be perfect is something I foresee
It started with five stars down to three
In the end I tried to be someone that wasn't me     

People want me to be that and then this
They want it so they can get a piece
I looked into the mirror and saw a beast
Is that me or the life that've been seized
             

As the day slowly changes to night
There's nothing more left for me to fight

I tried to give my all but nothing went right

So I let the silent pain and loud tears be my guide

The grass is green while the sky is blue
I miss the things that I used to do
They can never understand what I'm going through
'Cause all the world want is something new