The Five Ws

Who is 'me'?
Will be a question I'll forever ask
Wanted to be more, wanted to be many
Welcome to the show, a man behind a mask

What's the meaning of this journey?
Waiting for time to clear the dust
Weakness played a trick or three
Walking down a path that none can forecast

Where can I find the answer actually?
Written clues whispered through the grass
Walls crumble when I start feeling weary
World is vast when I'm ready to leave the class

Why does clarity lead to insanity?
With a blink of an eye, life goes fast
Wrongly judged before society hears my plea
Wasting every breath for a charade to cast

When will I reach the highest I can be?
Wealth is the focus and health remains in the past
Wicked truth everyone find it hard to see
Wish someone told me that the answer comes last

A.M.B.I

Another day walking by the shore
Another day replaying the sudden situation
A grief I've never dealt with before
The loss of god's perfect creation

Massive void located deep in my core
My dad was my main source of motivation
Major price to bear I wish I could ignore
I'm so lost I can't find my own direction

Barely able to stand by myself anymore
Borderline falling deep into depression
But I have a legacy I promise to restore
A flame I will carry in succession

I just lost my lifelong mentor
A parcel of life swept by the ocean
A life he kept telling me to explore
A life I will miss without a question

My Morning Dew

A voyage I embarked, in search of something new
I'm ready to be a captain, but for now I'm the only crew
In the middle of the sea, filled with nothing in view
A treasure piece I seek, its value known by so few

“Plenty of fish out there, the right one will find you”
Clenching on that blindly when love is long overdue
Little star in the sky, I stopped deciphering the clue
Despair reeled me in so deep, no light passes through

But then one day, you appear out of the deep blue
It felt magical, butterflies appeared along every avenue
Is this a dream or my wish finally come true
Almost abandoned the ship, but fate came to the rescue

Slowly falling for her, she felt the same way too
I wrote letters to her, something I never thought I’d do
I'm ready to be her captain, something I look forward to
And I look forward to the morning dew, every day with you

Nothing to worry

Something is wrong with me
Something in me is shifting
It's hard to word this properly
The body is overstimulating

Feeling lost and blurry
Feeling like I’m hallucinating
It’s making my breath heavy
The heart beats but it's jolting

It’s not physical pain, you see
It's not that I'm purposely dissociating
It's making me question my sanity
The mind is slowly fragmenting

They say there's nothing to worry
They say I'm overreacting
It's eating away at my reality
The soul can't find its resting

How can I explain the intensity
How can I tell them that I'm suffocating
It's hard to word this properly
The episode no one knows: it's excruciating

Life Advice

Walk with confidence but humble yourself
Knowledge is the key to understanding oneself
Real wealth is actually prioritizing your health
Never reveal all your plans, execute them in stealth

No matter your income, live within your means
Treat everyone with respect, all ages and skins
Everyone is equal no matter the status or sins
We're all humans with emotions and not mannequins

Patience is virtue. Listen more than to speak
People will hurt you. Peace is what you seek
Lead your crew. Never abuse the weak
Rest is important too. Always plan your week

Fear of missing out? Everyone will get their chance
Everyone started with nothing before they can advance
If success finds you, pace yourself like it’s Tour de France
Take small steps towards your dream. Sans any prance